fathers day item prac was funn. laughed alot, sang alot(even tho my throat still hurt), and directed alot. the musical is really starting to shape up. keep it up u guys! we will indeed put up a great act if we dun lose steam!
during service, i wanted to sing the 2nd worship song titled "A Year Of Breakthrough", but i realised i couldn't bring myself to sing the part where it said ' i believe, i believe, it is now'. the Lord impressed upon me that if i did, i wouldn't be true to myself. do i really believe it is now? do the people around me really believe it is NOW? if we do, then are we sure we're acting on our belief? are we sure we're prepared for it? all these thoughts swirled through my head. i jus pray that. whatever we say/sing, we will mean.
mcee-ing was a headache again. i tell u. i dread mcee-ing. has been, will be. i dun think i'm afraid to do it. i jus dread it. i dun like to be the centre of attention. and i jus dun like speaking infront of a crowd. even directing for fathers day is not as bad. cos i'm doing something that i like. as long as its something that i like. i sure dun like telling ppl about upcoming events and wat nots.
oh n did i tell u. i suck at remembering names. faces are fine. names are not. hence linking names to faces is not fine. i'd rather u ask me to point out a particular person in a crowd whom i've seen 10 days ago doing such a thing on such an occasion anytime. that would be my kind of heaven. i think u get my point.
halfway during service, my eye hurt and one side of my contacts dropped out. so i was half blind. i felt too lazy to put it back. they were one day disposables anw. so i jus watched it dry up and shrivel. cute. i wanna dry up and shrivel too.
and deb... i looove u so. u din have to be so sorry for jus about everything. i'm not very used to ppl apologizing for such stuff; really minor stuff to me. its toooo nice. and i'm too undeserving.
ps. if u wanna know how else my day was like....drop me a ring!!! i dun like relaying my experiences through a blog actually, i realised. even if this way.. it will reach the masses.
i fluttered by;
9:45 PM
