13.8.05
my weekend.
it started at 12am cos my smu og frens had come to stayover. picked them up at the bus stop. phew thanks to jin sheng's bright yellow shirt, i din miss them. it felt funny leading 5 guys to my hse cos the only gal who could come was going to be very late (thankfully camy did come, otherwise wat would my parents think). but on the other hand, it meant that i had 5 bodyguards. woohoo! or 4 and a half, as dodani would put it. =)
we played majong, table tennis and basically watched lots of standup comedy on dodani's laptop. both russell peters and rowan atkinson were really good. basically russell peters thinks EVERYONE has an accent. if he's not careful, in time to come, SOMEBODY gonna get a-hurt realll badd. haha. ok la. he wun. everyone noes its stupid to get angry or take such jokes too personally. 1stly it means that u admit wat he says is true, and 2ndly wat he says is really a full-blown exaggeration. the ultimate of stereotypes. anw we sat n chatted until 7am. dodani can be really deep and serious, when he's not joking (which is actually 90% of the time). said i shldnt waste time at smu and shld check out whether i can earn any credits in this 6 mnths so as to shorten my course overseas. i thought that was a really clever suggestion and wondered why i din think of it. if i could do something useful to aid in my course, i really wun go smu. as a matter of fact i just suddenly realised that for medicine there aint such a thing as credits. urgh. so now tt led me to a dead end still. i also thought about how else i could spend the 6 mnths. working fulltime? no thanks. i rather give tuition part-time (its really good money..i would earn enough to pay for my entire sch sem while studying) and gain more knowledge in smu then. it might help me to know a bit about the business world. pick up a new skill? but i've practically learnt all e stuff i really wanna learn. i dun wanna be a jack of all trades, master of none. what i really want is probably to practice more and improve on the skills i already have. probably find more like-minded ppl whom i can play a few games of tennis with, whom can appreciate and perform the songs i compose, whom can travel around with me taking serious photography. now smu would be a good place to make such new frens. i later chased them out of my hse cos i wanted to sleep. to energise myself for tennis later on. but in the end i din go cos i couldnt wake up so i felt damn bad. could hav let them stay on and play some drums (which i noe a few ppl were itching to do) and probably get breakfast. but anw, i had a great time and i hope we'll meet again soon. 'with sleeping bags and lots of chips' as dod msged. =) he added that he actually felt quite sad when he heard i was gg to melb cos i'm ACTUALLY quite fun to be around (whats that supposed to mean?!). haha. yar but i'm sure gg to miss everyone too. alot alot. mayb i shld NOT go smu cos of that. become a recluse. and then i'll hav no qian1 gua4 when i leave. no one to miss. nothing to hold me back. whee thats so unlike me.
i fluttered by;
10:14 PM
