29.11.05
a lil sidetrack.
i jus had to add that i'm very very very blessed. and i'm thankful for it. i'm somehow always reminded by the ppl around me that i have many many frens who will stand by me in my ups and downs. PLUS. i'm reminded of the fab r/s i share with my bro. makes life so much less upsetting esp when u're not on gd terms with ur parents. at least there's someone who understands thoroughly what u're gg thru cos they can see and hear it right there n then. what more can i ask for in a bro? we have such a gd r/s we can talk bout anything under the sun (except his crushes tho, urgh the juicy stuff i miss). share our nuances. boss each other around. call each other stupid names. play drums together. watch tv n dvds together. go jogging together (he wans to build stamina i wanna keep to my resolution). we even like practically almost all the same things. food. music (he likes run too!). shows. even analysing =) sometimes this similar-ness even scares me. maybe now i really understand why tjow used to tease me that i wun be able to get a bf. i mean like, what IF, he wasnt my bro...
haha. the fact is that if he wasnt, i guess we wouldnt hav that many similarities. cos common experiences do forge and strengthen the bond between 2 ppl. any r/s inclusive. n to side track even more. zhen jus ('jus' as in as i'm typing this) commented that my bro looks like dajiang in tong xin yuan. gosh gosh gosh. i mean, dajiang IS quite shuai leh. the shuaiest of the lot at least. zhen!!! but then again. my bro does look much better when he dresses up. ok tt was quite a duh statement. but yeah. today all his frens came over in their formal wear (i was abit stunned to see so many leather shoes at the doorstep) and my oh my did they look smart. and really really gd. actually this bunch came plenty a time b4 and they're not ur typical nerdy dunman high guys anw. i wonder how my bro ended up in their gang. heh. seems like this post is out to suan my bro. but anw he told me b4 tt his class has like only 7 guys and they're supposedly all the best-looking guys in the level (him inclusive of course, he stresses). i wonder why probability does not work out here. haha. ANW. they were gg to head for the prom after tt. n i, of course, being the big sis, wish him a fun and enjoyable night with all my heart.
*` n u wun feel like anyone can see anything in you unless you see smth in urself. -
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