thanks guys for your showers of care and concern. hope my outburst wasnt that freaky. anw i'm back on track resolving issues and discovering that things arent as bad as they seem.
gotta get down to prep for my uni life. i havent settled my visa, gone for my health checks (apparently 5 of them - xray bloodtest n stuff), confirmed my accom, bought the neccessities (laptop?!), or packed! kinda last min eh. but nvm. i'm efficient. I HOPE.