26.2.06
those nasty bouts of homesickness.
they happened again today, the worst of the lot. its funny how these things kinda occur when u least expect them to. i've been having so much fun the whole week i was convinced that i'd be the kind that doesnt get REALLY homesick even tho i do miss home. but when i came back from the med transitional wkend camp and retired back to my room after dinner, i felt this tinge of homesickness. so i decided to translate this emotion to the action of calling home, since i havent called after my mum left for singapore. anw when i got the hse phone my whole family wasnt at home. none of my closer friends were online too. yap skyped with me for a really short while but was distracted throughout. dun blame him tho he has alot of things to juggle now, really. but anw the whole series of events just left me crying harder and harder. not to mention my friend said my family had probably gone for dinner. then i realised, yes they must have. we always had our usual sunday family dinner.
WAAAAIIILLLLLLS.
anw i finally got to talk to someone properly. after i had calmed down. parents called when they got home too, since i had left a msg. so i spent the better half of the wee hrs of the morning talking to my whole family. then cos i wasnt slpy, i went to the common room to play table tennis. u see i really din wanna be alone till i felt slpy, if not i was sure the bout of homesickness might jus creep up on me again. well anw, i realise i'm not alone.
i fluttered by;
9:57 PM
