30.4.06
so tread softly, for you tread on my dreams.
i have only recently begun to realise how tremendously incredulously immensely fortunate i've been all along. i mean, i do know i've always been fortunate, and am thankful for that. u guys know that. but i guess its only when u've been through shit, that the full magnitude of how blessed u actually were begins to dawn on u. i thank my parents, for always being on the lookout for me, even though i sometimes find it irksome. i thank my brother, for his nonsense, for the special bond and connection and telepathy (which is most probably why we always win pictionary). i thank the ecg, for the sleepless stayover nights, for the heartfelt thoughts, for the adventurous spirits, and for creating special moments. i thank my church frens, for jus being great ppl to spend late nights out wif, for fun joy laughter and teases, for being annoyingly entertaining, for twisting my words, for the scandals, for the auntying, for late night phonecalls, for prayers, for updates so i still feel a sense of belonging to occ, and most importantly for godly advice gently delivered when necessary or lashed out when i refuse to wake up from my reverie, and for just lending a listening ear and holding out even when i need to be reprimanded on other occasions (special thanks goes to tjow for his 'i need to prepare you for australia, so now.. DRINK' ;p). i thank my rg clique, for not giving up on the friendship we hav, for keeping in touch all these yrs (we must take a trip down to hk to visit yiting soon). i thank the frens i've made in australia, for making me grow so fond of u guys after such a short while, for helping me to feel so at home in this foreign land. i thank the ocf peeps, for the christian fellowship outside my home church. i thank my cousins, for being the best cousins one can have. i thank the smu peeps, for the occasional random chatter, for being dods :) i thank a friend i've never really known, but have found some kindredness in, in recent days..
the list could go on, but thats the main gist. i will rmb and take away all lessons i can bear from this episode in my life. things happen for a reason and we just have to make the best out of it.
ps. i do really prefer muffins over doughnuts any day. i din manage to get one today unfortunately, even tho i went shopping in the city. but i dont worry. good things will come to those who are willing to wait.
i fluttered by;
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