6.5.06
an extract.
'..being honest or moral or even religious doesnt necessarily mean we will see Him. no. we may see what others see in Him. or we may hear what some say He said. but until we see Him for ourselves, until our own sight is given, we may think we see Him, when we have only seen a hazy shadow.
something happenes to a person who has really seen Jesus. that person becomes addicted. one glimpse of the King and you are consumed by a desire to see more of Him and say more about Him. pew-warming is no longer an option. sensation-seeking is needless. once u have seen His face you will forever long to see it again..'
i was worried that i'd draw away from God once i started studying overseas, because i have to be more independent and taking up more responsibilities for yourself does take up more time. but i guess i was wrong. it's true that once u see Jesus, u'll never wan to see less of Him. because it would be like losing a part of yourself, a part of something u've known, a part of something that's just so good.
i just pray (and pray that u guys pray for me) that this will not be just a phase. that i wont forget what i've said when the journey gets even harder. and that i'll forever keep the fire burning.
i fluttered by;
10:30 PM
